just feel sad

yay! just finished watching hunter x hunter! very happy with myself :) extremely nice.. Gon! & Killua! WOO~!!! but I have to watch the rest in Manga cos there's no more anime :/

yesterday went to school's open house with yanli. compared to previous years, there seemed to have lesser visitors to the open house. wonder why.. anyway, both of use, and together with yukai, went to JP to meet yanhong as we were going to vivo city! dunno why it's called 'vivo' but it sure attracts many ppl to go there.. later, sokteng came and joined us after she attended her dental appointment. so the five of us walked for hours round the vivo city. den, we went to tiong bahru plaza to continue our 'walk'. my back and legs and shoulders were feeling tired as i walked.. perhaps i am not used to walking for such long hours. lolx. after we settled our dinner at a nearby hawker centre, we went to the great world city to, again, continue our 'walk'! *.*" at last, we settled down at mac and began talking away..... finally at about 9.40pm, we went home. and i reached home aroung 10.15pm. quite zonked by then. but I watched the Survivor before I went to dream about nothing at about 12.05am.... Woke up at 10.30am and I slacked at home whole day watching hunter x hunter... and i live till now~~


i felt sad when u say those things and feel that way. i think i know how u feel. i think u missed those days. i think u haven't forgotten those memories. perhaps u thought u have to behave that way so that i would think that u've forgotten the past. i just felt that way from the way u speak, and also from my instincts. maybe u've been trying to tell me those things. though i hope they are just my imagination. i know i couldn't take it. but if i have to accept the reality one day when all is made clear, i think i will have to try very hard to accept it. i know i'm selfish. i'll still remain optimistic until the day comes if it has to be that way. then, i would not know how my life would be like. but u dun have to care.