Friday, June 29, 2007

mid-year over! yay!

i've been waiting for this moment and it finally arrived! i'm here to declare that my mid-year exam is over! really feeling very relaxed now cos i dun have to mug in the night anymore. =]

anyway, the day which is most difficult to endure is today. 3h of CLL P1 + 3h of CLL P2 = 6 h of CLL full paper! even 'A' level would separate the two papers into different days. wonder why would the teachers want us to suffer. mugging from 5.40am in the bus. then took P1 from 8 am till 11am. and continue mugging for P2 till 2.20pm after lunch. then took P2 exam from 2.41pm till 5.41pm. and had a short meeting with CCS teacher after that and reached home at 7pm... what a long and tiring day i've gone through today.

well, mid-year exam over just means that i do not have to mug intensely for each subject. i've to start doing my tutorials which are due on the second week of term 3, and ya, just next week, and ya, just 3 more days. =.= Maths (Functions and Differentiation, quite alot!) and biology (DNA & Genomics)...


i've been missing you everyday, seriously, especially when i am in my bed going to sleep. how i hope that you know that i'm always missing you every moment. how i hope that you are constantly missing me too. how i hope that both of our hearts are always together wherever we are. how i hope that i can hold your hands and hug you. but i am never sure if what i think that you are thinking of is exactly what is really in your thoughts... i still miss you all the same.

Friday, June 15, 2007

SLC + aftermath [mid-yr + PW]

Went back to JSS to help out in SLC. It's also a form of reunion for the 23d SC, as well as for the previous SCs.
Proud of the coming 25th SC who have made it thus far. The great sense of satisfaction and fulfilment as a Secondary One Coordinator is simply so overwhelming that they cannot be described in words. I'm sure that's one of the reasons why many of the sec3s want to be Sec One Coordinators. From a batch of newly inducted junior councillors to now, a batch of capable, confident and inspiring leaders. I can see the differences in them. They have grown to become better leaders. They have thought of many innovative ideas which they want to implement for the benefits of the school. All the best for the 25th Student Council in your office term!

Went back home at around 10.15am on the 3rd day of SLC. And I slept till around 6.30pm?! I was zonked out. And if I don't sleep for that long hours, my eyes will feel extremely painful and start to tear which was what happened in the last year's SLC.

After I woke up, I started to worry for my PW and mid-year exams. I hate the feeling.=/
25/6: Math 2pm - 5pm
26/6: Chemistry 2pm - 5pm
28/6: Biology 8am - 9.30am
29/6: Chinese Language & Literature P1 8am -11am
and Chinese Language & Literature P2 2.30pm - 5.30 pm

wish me lotza good luck!

Sunday, June 10, 2007

LEP camp

Came back from 4D3N LEP camp at NTU. Slept for a total of about 13 hours for the 3 nights cos we're chatting and gossiping and laming with one another in people's rooms till 3.30am. I didn't pay much attention to the lectures. haha.. I was closing my eyes and waiting for the lectures to end. The only time when I was fully awake was when the speakers said "thank you" which meant that the lecture had ended. lolx....

During the talent time, I acted a pregnant lady. =.=" At first, I didn't know that what I was going to act was the main lead in the skit. And when I found out later, it was too late.. lol... But luckily still get a "you sheng jiang" though did not manage to get the top 3 prizes. But what's important is not the outcome but the process. The 2 hours spent in rehearsing in the lounge was indeed memorable cos students from 4 different JCs (HCI, JJC, TJC & NYJC) worked together towards a common goal. All of us worked hard together. Missed the time Group 8 spent together.. =] The 8th Wonder! 世界第八大奇观!

When camp was over, I reached home at about 3.30pm. After packing everything, I quickly lie down and sleep as I was really sleepy. And I slept till 10pm! -.-" Why didn't my family members wake me up?? -.-" lolx.

Went to Esplanade library to do research on visual effects used in films yesterday. But unfortunately, little useful things were found. National Library is a better place. But at least some relevant stuffs were found which greatly help in our PW.

After the PW, then go out with yanhong, yanli and sokteng to source and buy yukai's birthday presents. As we dunno what to buy for him, in the end, we just buy whatever it seems nice with the 'sui bian la' attitude. LOL... And it was 11.15pm when i reached home....

Left 2 CLL assignments to be done:
1) Ming yun de ji xian and
2) 1000-word Chinese essay =.=

Needa finish these 2 before I can concentrate on my 4 content subjects for the coming Mid-year exams. 1st paper is Maths and I still dunno simple topics like AP/GP and Summation. sigh.. At least I've finally understood how to do mathematical induction. My consequences for never study H2 math during the 1st 3 months.... Gonna put in my best to understand them asap...
Biology paper is one day after CLL papers. Both papers require large amounts of brain cells and not much time left to study. shitty... =\

god bless me~

Monday, June 04, 2007

survival of the smartest

Since the beginning of life, 'Survivial of the fittest' applies to all living organisms.

However, for students nowadays, at least this is how I feel, it is 'survival of the smartest'.

I know that I may be kicked out of this tough competition very soon if I'm still not smart enough.
Hmmm...let's see how it goes~~~

Sunday, June 03, 2007

random

Lazy to blog nowadays... quite alot of things happen in the past week....

Went to St. James Power Station! hahax.. All of us wear clubbing attire.. So COOL lah! =p Our principal invited 2 ppl from People Association to answer any of our queries we have. so lame.. Of course, no one is really listening and we are quite noisy when the guests were answering the queries, till the principal had to personally go and ask us to keep quiet. lolx.. but it was not any better...After the talk, it's dancing time! I never dance but the most of the ppl dance for 1h +++. The music was extremely loud. Dry ice was released and it made the place misty. Nevertheless, it was indeed COOL! Anyway, girls who are 18 or above can go clubbing while for guys, it is only when we are 23 or above. =.= The reason given from the guest is: Normally, guys at 18 are not as mature as girls. =.="" After the last song, it then become silent. and our ears couldn't hear properly for a while. whatever we hear became not as loud as it used to be. even though we tried to talk loudly, we could only hear small volume.. but it went back to normal soon. It was an enjoyable experience for us. =]

Had one whole week of lectures during the 1st week of the holiday. And it just means more assignment for me to do for Chinese Language and Literature. =\ I owed many CLL assignment and must finish them within this holiday or the school will take action against us... sigh.. But my printer runs out of ink already. Without notes, how am I going to do. Anyway, I have planned to do all the assignments during the LEP camp which will be from 5th -8th June. Lights out at 10.30 pm and I will be burning midnight oils for the 3 nights. I HAVE TO AND MUST finish all the homework!


i've accepted it already. it seem that
nothing will ever happen between us.

but i really hope that miracle will happen
one day before my heart dies.