library

Just taken my shower after coming back from Jurong East library...

I reached at JE library at 10am sharp just as the window doors of the library slide open and there rush in the crowd of the 'kiasu' people who had been waiting outside, ready to find for tables and chairs... Though Izzat, Siti, Fahmi, Yan Hong and me were among the crowd of people, sadly, we did not manage to find a table for us. -__-" And so we settled at a corner on the 4th floor, also the noisiest floor of the library.

I did Chung Cheng High School's A.Math Prelim papers the whole day in the library. My concept of the topics is not strong enough, and thus met many many problems solving them. But after knowing the methods to go about solving them, I think my concepts of the topics are reinforced. Just hope that I won't forget them in my coming prelims and O levels. PRACTICE is the key to succeed in A.Math. Looks like I have to squeeze out extra time for A.Math...

On the way home in the bus, I did Physics TYS on the topic Practical Electricity. It was the only time when I touch Physics today because I have been cracking my head on A.Math questions... Now brain cells are zonked!

Gonna start doing my SS notes, as well as notes on some fo the topics of Physics which I think are the most important tomorrow. Hope I'll be able to concentrate!

=]

new skin!

For about an hour, finally found a satisfactory skin! ( =wasted an hour of my studying time, i know that) But it doesn't matter to me because I know that I won't study also..Oops.. Well, I'll compensate that tomorrow. I'm going to Jurong East library tomorrow with yan hong.. I'm going to conquer A.Math & Physics! [Hope I succeed...]

Prelim is now so so so so so near! So near that I sometimes even see shadows of prelim exam papers. Bless me pleaseeee.... (=

Suki Sushi

Long time never blog already. All due to the preparation of O level English Oral and Preliminary examination. Sec 4s life........

Anyway, school closes half-day because we participated in the NDP 2 weeks ago and thus we are granted half-day off. So Yuan Kang, Ching Wei and me went to Lot 1 at Choa Chu Kang and had our lunch at Suki Sushi! Heex... Our initial aim, or rather Yuan Kang's aim, was to finish 36 plates of food so as to break the record. In other words, he wanted us each to finish 12 plates of food so that he would feel satisfied with himself. -_- All of us were very full but the determined Yuan Kang still wanted to break the record. Ching Wei and me watched him eat, looking at his agony he was experiencing when he forced himself to eat despite the fact that he was full too. In the end, the 'mission' FaiLeD... Lolz...

Now need to study for tomorrow's Chemistry Practical Prelim Exam. The stupid thing is that I still need to take my English Comprehension test after my Chem Practical. *sigh... And next Monday will be Physics Practical, and Wednesday, Biology Practical Exam. Good Luck to everyone!! (=

anything

I'm just typing whatever I feel like typing. You may not understand...

WHY??? Stupid. Stress up now. But I just don't feel like dong anything. For the fact that the current state that I am in proves that. Feeling extremely lazy. I don't want to care, if I can. Too bad la. It can't be changed anymore. Think too much. Do too less. That's the consequence. I don't want to accept, but left with no choice. Need to be a realist, though desire the ideal. Happy or sad, time goes by as it has always been, and life goes on. That's the cruelty of the world. Want the ways things to go as you hope, but it never become what you hope to be. I'm not feeling sorry for myself. I'm just feeling that I've let down the people around me. I wonder why do they care so much. It makes me uneasy and feel pressurized. I have always thought that I can face the situation bravely. However, I am too naive. I realise that I can't. It's too late. People will not be as what they are in the past. They change as time passes. The feeling is different. I always wonder why do we have to face so much things in life that almost make you feel that you are useless, make you look pathetic, make people to feel sorry for you - and this cycle continues. As you grow up, you have to face more difficult situations and it will become more tedious to resolve them. Perhaps that is the price we have to pay for being highly intelligent organism. Everyone aims high and spends much of their time slogging their guts out to prove themselves worthy and capable, when the roles of living things in the Earth are just to be born, pass down their genes, and die.

Now, things are not as that simple anymore. This is an ever-changing world which becomes more and more complicated. Our roles: accept it, whether you like it or not. Diploma is important to survive. A degree is even more preferable in this realistic society. At least a certificate is needed in order to survive in this competitive world. Human, a mammal evolved so much so that we have no natural abilities to defend ourselves, has to be made to know as much of this world as possible so that we are able to survive. For yourself? For your family? For your friends? For the country? What's exactly the purpose?

I wonder...

tests!

Tomorrow (3/8): A.Math test (Integration and its Application)
Friday (4/8): E.Math test (whole syllabus)
Next Tuesday (8/8): My English Prelim Oral

I really need a lot of GOOD LUCK! (",)