so unprepared

Gonna commence on my teaching stint in 2 days' time but I am so unprepared for it, whether in terms of knowledge or in mental state. How do I make a lesson interesting so that I can captivate their attention? How ｄｏ　Ｉ　ｈａｎｄｌｅ　ｍｉｓｃｈｉｅｖｏｕｓ　ｓｔｕｄｅｎｔｓ　ａｐｐｒｏｐｒｉａｔｅｌｙ？　Ａｎｙｗａｙ，　Ｉ　ａｍ　ｒｕｓｈｉｎｇ　ｏｎ　ｍｙ　Ｂｉｏ　ｒｅｖｉｓｉｏｎ．　Ｓｉｎｃｅ　ｔｈｅ　ｎｅｗ　ｓｙａｌｌａｂｕｓ　ｈａｓ　ｇｏｔ　ｔｈｅ　ａｄｄｉｔｉｏｎ　ｏｆ　ｓｏｍｅ　Ａ　ｌｅｖｅｌ　ｋｎｏｗｌｅｄｇｅ，　Ｉ　ｈａｖｅ　ｔｏ　ｓｔｕｄｙ　ｍｙ　Ａ　ｌｅｖｅｌ　Ｂｉｏ　ｔｏｏ　：（

Ｍｅｔ　ｕｐ　ｗｉｔｈ　Ｅｘｐｌｏｒｅｒｓ　ｙｅｓｔｅｒｄａｙ　ｎｉｇｈｔ．　Ｇｏｏｄ　ｃａｔｃｈ　ｕｐ　ｏｎ　ｏｎｅ　ａｎｏｔｈｅｒ　ａｎｄ　ｈａｄ　ａ　ｇｒｅａｔ　ｔｉｍｅ　ｐｌａｙｉｎｇ　ｐｏｏｌ　；）　Ｔｈａｎｋｓ　ｙｕａｎ　ｋａｎｇ　ａｎｄ　ｈｉｓ　ｄａｄ　ｆｏｒ　ｔｈｅｉｒ　ｏｆｆｅｒ　ｔｏ　ｄｒｉｖｅ　ｍｅ　ｈｏｍｅ，　ｆｒｅｅ　：）　

Ｉ　ａｍ　ａｌｒｅａｄｙ　ｌｏｏｋｉｎｇ　ｆｏｒｗａｒｄ　ｔｏ　ｕｎｉ. Somehow, I feel that school life is better than working life. How I wish that all my wonderful friends can work in the same environment together. But before that, I would have to fulfill my first reservist.

I count my blessings for everything is going smoothly for me. Perhaps I always think of the worst situation it could get, thus everything seems to be better than expected. Still, they have not gone worse and I must feel grateful for that.

Before I make any critical decision, I must clarify with you so as not to leave any regrets. For I know I must not turn back after the decision is made.

And hey, I have got a dream that I would like to realize with you. Hopefully we could have a great time together!

Some lessons I took away from the training:

• Dreams can be caught; they might seem elusive. The quest is worth the best effort.
• Whatever the mind conceives and believes, we can achieve.

I shall perceive it as a challenge. I should get myself out of my comfort zone. Not trying wｉｌｌ be listed as one of my regrets aｔ my old age in future, so I shall do whatever I　ｃａｎ．　Ａｔ　ｌｅａｓｔ　Ｉ　ｃｏｕｌｄ　ｔｅｌｌ　ｍｙｓｅｌｆ　Ｉ　ｈａｖｅ　ｔｒｉｅｄ．