Regarding the gossip session, perhaps I should make a correction here. I think that was an act of kindness and naivety when I actually make the effort to buy gifts for her as I don't think I really felt anything special toward her. Maybe I just thought that she was a capable and outstanding girl who I got to work closely with, thus I felt lucky and was impressed by her works. After getting to know that there was another guy who had feelings for her, and I knew that she had good impression on me, I actually got myself to land into some lame and pointless competition with the guy over a girl whom I, in reality, didn't really have the true element of love for. I didn't want her to feel too sad if I said I didn't really like her. In addition, I couldn't and wouldn't want to foresee how our friendship might be negatively shaped and how I might be able to handle it. (I might be thinking too much but that was just how I felt then, so no comments please.. ><) So I didn't clarify the matters and inevitably, the relationships I had with the friends involved became rivalrous - a pity indeed. How naive and 'kind' I was huh.
Anyway, thanks Scandalous for the pleasant surprise! I must say you guys can act well, each played your part to make the whole plan run so seamlessly without any hiccup such that a person like me who is quite sensitive didn't notice any suspicion. When yanli said she wanted to go home, like so suddenly, I did find her weird for leaving without any warning beforehand. But I guess it's her 'new' style of hanging out with friends, since we don't hang out very often, so I didn't suspect anything. When maria and stella said they wanted to go toilet, neither do I suspect anything too. When yanhong said that he also want to go toilet, again I didn't think too much. Now, with the benefit of hindsight, yanhong rarely go toilet halfway and it's strange when sokteng, yukai and et each asked me to guess what they're trying to say in hokkien to stall for time! So it's really a pleasant surprise when I saw the glowing light suddenly at the corner of my eye. The cheese cake taste great! Thanks!!!!!!! :D
Am pondering whether I should go for the teaching scholarship. The incentives are too enticing! Maybe I shall go try out relief teaching first and that'd be one of my plans after I ORD.
PS: I'm still a teenager :)
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