Happy... After Physics and Chem Paper 1 and MT LC Paper 3 and MYE OVER!! budden, dilemma.. scared of me results eh, and oso MT O level just less than 3 weeks away.. Back to studies again after MYE... Why like that der.. first happy den stress come back again.. Too bad lah, Sec 4 mah, O level is impt! Everyone need to go thru dis kinda stressful experience.. Next Fri is the day to get back our results (hope not horrendous one ah) and i am both excited but worried.. Firstly u can see how u have fared after the hard work u have put in, but on the other hand, u are scared of how bad u have scored for certain subjects, for me is EL and Phy especially, and oso Chem and SS.. Dunno why but just didn't feel the confidence of getting satisfactory results for me after doing the papers.. Thou dis feeling is not new to me since i've done so many papers since primary school, but dis year is quite different for dis is the last major exam b4 prelim and it realli tells u how u may score for O level.. It's juz lyk a benchmark u have set for O level.. Nervous and anxious eh, esp EL! L1 lehx, who dun feel worried? Haiz..for e time being, i am going to relax, eh after Phy and Chem paper 1 ba.. Den mug for Chinese...
Shortly after Chinese is SLC, time passes realli fast.. Last camp held by 23rd, and den we'll step down... And den? STUDY! again! For prelim, oral, practical and 'O' level... Look further, it's e feeling tat we'll feel extremely anxious for our 'O' level results in year 2007, lyk wad i am feeling now but tat feeling for 'O' level muz be more jittery..all wound up..
Enuf of tat..haa.. kk, going to revise for Physics paper 1 tmr, hope dis paper wuld help me in my Phy grade as i fully understand i did not do well for Phy paper 2, and oso Chem paper 1... [blogging now cos today no Da Chang Jin, cos got e Vesak Day show]
It is good to have an end to journey toward, but it is the journey that matters in the end.
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